The whole concept of the Consolidation Project enabled me to sprout my creative wings. It felt like I was let off a mile-long leash and allowed to flourish with innovative ideas.
Practical realisations took centre stage at the beginning with trying to come up with the best design for self-made screens, at my disposal within the college. At first I tried the poster hangers from the ERC but I had difficulty gripping the cotton fabric I bought from a shop in town and in fixing the whole rig securely.
So I came up with the idea of making my own wooden frames from the college carpentry shop. The cotton stretched over the surface and I used an industrial staple gun to fasten them. The three screens then sat on a plinth each and secured by screws.
I made up three films to illustrate my planned project and it went off quite well, considering this was the first time I had tried anything like this. I was hooked on the idea of future film installations and I had projected on buildings outside before but this gave me inspiration to conjure even more elaborate events.
I learnt from the presentation that whatever idea I come up with that’s original for me to demonstrate will not always be welcomed by everyone. No amount of reasoning a point will be able to convince a would-be critic to see further and go with me for the ride. Conversely I did appreciate timely remarks on how to focus my vision into manageable chunks, which has stayed me.
The tremendous achievement of having my film accepted at Tribeca has opened many doors .Not just the normal metaphorical networking ones but the ones deep inside me that beg to torn off by the hinges and to let that rush of free wind come howling in and set sail to those far-off creative corners of the world.
The Robert De Niro Festival is a whole essay on its own and I just want to address it here as an acknowledgement that my whole project was able to be undertaken because of it…and the rhythm of the fest focussed me not just to film at every opportunity, but also to develop the characters in their roles and to be on the lookout continuously for possible footage.
The other feature film directors and their film storylines amazed me and I felt humbled in their presence. Not so, surprisingly, with the celebrities at hand. I saw them as a raison d’ĂȘtre to further an idea and tended to forget what made them so successful in the beginning. This is something I need to reassess and give them heat-felt respect as they truly deserve it.
The learning curve is still spiralling upward for me in America as there really does seem like endless possibilities there. I remember reading the old adages about the difference in England and the U.S. but I definitely needed to see and feel the surplus positivity our cousins across the pond have …and the special friendship does take on a valid personal attachment when circumstances prevail.
Inwardly I was confident enough to direct some seasoned actors and actresses with guiding and embedding in them a sense of improvised theatre with any upcoming mise-en-scene,
Gradually I was nurturing a warm feeling of gratitude to these volunteers who gave their time for free on the whim of this visiting Brit.
Apart from involving myself with Americans I had the privilege of working with some wonderful Russian film devotees. A filmmaker, photographer, theatre actor, curator and a host of Soviet shopkeepers and neighbours when living and filming in Sheepshead Bay in Brooklyn. We shared a sort of increased camaraderie possibly due to being both aliens in the land of the Free. This helped daily with a very efficient and heightened sense of professional, but friendly attitude.
I learnt about how a film crew of two with a Red Epic can pull off some shots with a Russian woman rapper .who was the director also. And with an African American no-nonsense rapper and again was obliged to them for my understanding of directing and cinematographic skills.
The experience of being abroad and in a totally successful professional film-world atmosphere rubbed off and has given me a renewed optimism for realising there are many horizons and it only takes a step at a time to reach for them.
I was very pleased with the amount of footage at my disposal and the joys of editing began. To envision how one set of images would compare to two other sets and with or without audio became standard. The endless scenarios of what could work better or to include or not was never ending, but totally worthwhile.
By stretching myself continuously I developed a way to focus on a set of targets to be reached every day. This helped with the increased workflow and amount of rendering required.
I tended to use the Canon from a tri-pod for the skyline compositions and for some of the killings and the scenes in Williamsburg which turned out brilliantly. But the majority of cinema-verite type street shots were from the Kodak Play (I really loved the versatility of this easy and quick to use pocket camera).
The ferocity of the visual impact of my finished artefact owes a lot to the lightning speed I was able to capture a lot of special moments I sometimes randomly came upon and other times where I staged a scene.
If I had to levy a critique on myself it would take the form of maybe slowing down a bit to enjoy the moment of creativity before moving to the next so swiftly.
To maybe delve into the full range of in camera settings and lighting and sound. I always maintain that telling the story is more important than precise camera options and infinite variations in colour correction and the endless composition of a shot etc…but I definitely need to address those very issues as my favoured method of letting my intuition guide me can be rewarded considerably by paying attention and researching those other traits.
In conclusion I believe the project has been a complete success and I will continue to learn from it. Not just as a continuation of further edits from the hundreds of shots I still have, but also with the mini-interviews I always gravitate to…this can teach me, in the words of Michael Moore to” Invest in a good microphone “. Words of wisdom indeed from a master. Feature documentaries are the way I can see myself developing my craft and being able to convey what seems to be my creative calling.